*teary*

Ever had one of those things where you feel like you can do nothing right and you have no idea why you feel that way?

Yeah. Today was sorta one of those days.

I mean it wasn't 'til a little while ago.

I just... feel like crapsticks right now, man. Like I can't do anything right, that I'm never going to be anything important.

Sort of like the opposite of those 'fuck you, god/diety' moments. Sorta.

I'm still like 'fuck you', but in more of a 'fuck off and leave me the hell alone' kinda way.

Maybe it's because I was the only person who cried at the end of Traviatta today. >< It's a sad fucking opera, damnit.


WHAAAT THE FUCKKKKK!

And now I'm listening to the Grand Gate of Kiev, which -always- makes me feel better.

And it's not working.

I'm still fucking -crying- my eyes out, damn it to all hell.

AGHRHGHSJKLHSDFK!


WHY do I feel like I can do nothing right lately?


I'm: DEPRESED//andconfused.

Alias: ELLE//fin.