Erin says my hand looks pretty when holding a pen. ^^

That is a mirror I got when I was baptised.

Zoomed-out keyboard shot.

Keyboard again.

Another keyboard picture, just of a different type.

Strangely artsy picture. My left hand and the keyboard.

Erin. I love you. XD

Puck Eats You: AHHH! THE NEOPETS TOY SHOP HAS -OBOES-!
Faerieblue Satu: it takes me forever to draw anything, but I'm a perfectionist so when I finally finish it looks okay.
Puck Eats You: The Toy Shop has just got hold of a whole range of wind instruments including Recorders, Flutes and Oboes.
Puck Eats You: FROM THE NEWS SITE!
Faerieblue Satu: xD
Puck Eats You: IT IS THE APOCOLYPSE! *PANICS*
Faerieblue Satu: I want a French horn. ::shrugs::
Puck Eats You: *screams* APOCOLYPSE! IT IS THE APOCOLYPSE! THE OBOE IS INVADING MY WOOOOORLD!
Faerieblue Satu: but the oboe is sexy.
Puck Eats You: BUT IT'S LIKE SEXY INVADERS, LIKE FROM DUDE WHERE'S MY CAR!
Faerieblue Satu: but sexy invaders are SEXY!
Puck Eats You: BUT THEY ARE EVIL!
Faerieblue Satu: so, what could be better? xD
Faerieblue Satu: sexy evil!
Puck Eats You: Charlie?
Faerieblue Satu: . . . well, he's not *evil* as such.
Faerieblue Satu: and in my book he is sexy.
Puck Eats You: XD He is so evil. XD He thinks the name Ellen Sheila O'Connell is pretty, he is eeeevil. EEEEVIL, I say.
Puck Eats You: *brandishes cross*
Puck Eats You: ... *prods with said cross*
Faerieblue Satu: he wants to be a vampire. xD
Puck Eats You: SEE! Evil, I say.
Faerieblue Satu: and I swear to God he has a mancrush on Alucard.
Puck Eats You: ....................................
Puck Eats You: OH
Puck Eats You: MY
Puck Eats You: GOD
Puck Eats You: He's evil AND FOOFY!
Puck Eats You: *explodes*
Faerieblue Satu: xD foofy?
Puck Eats You: Fruity.
Faerieblue Satu: I like foofy better.
Faerieblue Satu: and he doesn't really. xD
Faerieblue Satu: he's just obsessed with Alucard because he's so friggin' awesome.
Puck Eats You: ... Damn you. Your imagery made me explode, damn you.
Faerieblue Satu: xD
Faerieblue Satu: so he is evil.
Faerieblue Satu: but is he sexy evil?
Puck Eats You: ... He's a tenor. Enough said.
Faerieblue Satu: xD indeed.
Puck Eats You: Damn you for making me explode like that. And I'm convinced he's in alliance with the oboes to take over the world.
Faerieblue Satu: oh, he's been in the taking-over-the-world business longer than the oboes have.
Puck Eats You: ... The oboes have been in it since the french invented them... in... a long time ago, at least. Like, the 15000s.
Puck Eats You: 1500s*
Faerieblue Satu: are you sure about that?
Puck Eats You: No. Not at all. But oboes have been around longer than Charlie.
Faerieblue Satu: oboes are French? xD
Puck Eats You: Yes.
Faerieblue Satu: that explains so much.
Faerieblue Satu: like their sexiness.
Puck Eats You: XD French have lots of armpit hair. Do not associante them with the sexiness that is an oboe.
Puck Eats You: associate.
Puck Eats You: *
Faerieblue Satu: where did this armpit hair thing come from? xD
Puck Eats You: THEY DO
Faerieblue Satu: o.o
Faerieblue Satu: ::hides::
Puck Eats You: *finds and... er... gropetackles?* O.O
Faerieblue Satu: o.o . . .
Faerieblue Satu: erhem.
Puck Eats You: Let's just stop that right there.
Faerieblue Satu: get off of me. xD
Puck Eats You: *offs*
Faerieblue Satu: what was that groping for, young lady? xD
Puck Eats You: ... Noooo clue.
Puck Eats You: The oboes made me do it.
Faerieblue Satu: o.o
Faerieblue Satu: I fear the oboes.
Puck Eats You: You should, for they are in coallition with Charlie.
Faerieblue Satu: . . . ::thinks about this::
Faerieblue Satu: why would something in coalition with Charlie make you grope me?
Puck Eats You: It's the oboes. They have their own ideas.
Faerieblue Satu: if I had an oboe right now, I would smack it up.
Puck Eats You: Was my groping that bad?
Faerieblue Satu: I do not like being groped.
Faerieblue Satu: they are MY boobs, damn it.
Puck Eats You: And a girl has to protect her assets. As well as her breasts.
Faerieblue Satu: breastets!
Puck Eats You: Yes! *protects*
Faerieblue Satu: ::protects::
Faerieblue Satu: ::shifty look::
Puck Eats You: *curls up*
Faerieblue Satu: ::hides::

*teary*

Ever had one of those things where you feel like you can do nothing right and you have no idea why you feel that way?

Yeah. Today was sorta one of those days.

I mean it wasn't 'til a little while ago.

I just... feel like crapsticks right now, man. Like I can't do anything right, that I'm never going to be anything important.

Sort of like the opposite of those 'fuck you, god/diety' moments. Sorta.

I'm still like 'fuck you', but in more of a 'fuck off and leave me the hell alone' kinda way.

Maybe it's because I was the only person who cried at the end of Traviatta today. >< It's a sad fucking opera, damnit.


WHAAAT THE FUCKKKKK!

And now I'm listening to the Grand Gate of Kiev, which -always- makes me feel better.

And it's not working.

I'm still fucking -crying- my eyes out, damn it to all hell.

AGHRHGHSJKLHSDFK!


WHY do I feel like I can do nothing right lately?


I'm: DEPRESED//andconfused.

Alias: ELLE//fin.